convenience store blues
as idle as these moments are
they are filled with bags
copious arrangements of air & chips & candy
among the atavistic delights, we mill about
for the satisfactory morsel or trinket of utility
i run in, i run out with my wallet in hand
sometimes bumping, sometimes grazing
my herd of unseen ruminations, unheard undigested
for you, glazed eye at 3AM or 1PM lunch
break. i am caught in the teeth of aisles
you wait for me to pass as i wait for him to pass as he waits for the other
everything passes or doesn’t for the other
and behind the deli counter, the deli girl calls out #137
i look down with anticipation at my ticket
as a girl look down at hers with expectation
#138, #139, #141 “one forty-one” you are
affirmed and leave without me
numbers work their unnamed magic
not to be counted on
we check out without mingling except
as all things mingle without terminable ends
save for measures of discreteness